Christmas has different meanings for everyone. For me, it has changed so dramatically since 2014. And maybe indefinitely...
Processing…
A friend's child may be getting a fatal diagnosis today. I have been through death but I'm still processing this one. And finding perspective and hoping you do too.
How are you?
I wish I could tell you why this question weighs heavily on my mind - How are you? It just does. I wonder if people truly think about what they are asking...I know I do. And I'm not sure I have the right answer.
Healing
My sweet pea, I haven't blogged in forever and certainly haven't written to you here in awhile. I haven't been to your grave either. I mean, I hate that place but I often think or wonder if it is being taken care of. Daddy tells me it is. I've attempted and have about 8 posts … Continue reading Healing
You didn’t forget
You stepped up...again. You didn't forget and with you I wouldn't be surviving.
I need to rest
Loss is greater than just missing you. It is all the messy, emotional feelings that come with it.
Happy Birthday my sweet pea
Your diagnosis, your life - it wasn't want we knew or planned but your life in 7 years was an amazing teaching lesson. Now, 2 years later and your 2nd birthday without you here we still miss you beyond words.
Helpless
Helpless - fixing seizures, the aftermath of death and the law
I can imagine
Lately, I've been following the journey of two country singers that have in recent years really risen to the top. I wish I had known about them before but I listen to all genres of music and don't really focus on one. What drew me to them was the accounts of their love. A true, … Continue reading I can imagine
The Worst Thing
When something bad happens you think it is the worst thing in the world...but is it really?
Loving Lydia 