Loss is greater than just missing you. It is all the messy, emotional feelings that come with it.
special needs
Happy Birthday my sweet pea
Your diagnosis, your life - it wasn't want we knew or planned but your life in 7 years was an amazing teaching lesson. Now, 2 years later and your 2nd birthday without you here we still miss you beyond words.
Helpless
Helpless - fixing seizures, the aftermath of death and the law
I can imagine
Lately, I've been following the journey of two country singers that have in recent years really risen to the top. I wish I had known about them before but I listen to all genres of music and don't really focus on one. What drew me to them was the accounts of their love. A true, … Continue reading I can imagine
The Worst Thing
When something bad happens you think it is the worst thing in the world...but is it really?
No timetable
There is no timetable and no one can tell you how to go about it...you just do. Step by step, day by day.
Signs
Signs. Signs to know she is here, listening, loving and wrapping her arms around me.
Waves of Grief
The waves of grief hit. And hit hard. But I'm thankful.
It is not your door.
I've had this in draft for almost 2 months wondering if I should post. I read a quote that resonated with me..."When you come out of a storm you won't be the same person that walked in...that's what a storm is about." So here I am relating to the door on a house. Some people like the color of my door and some don't. But it was my storm, my door - my house.
It Takes a Village
I say goodbye again. A reminder of my child now gone is that I no longer need my village.
Loving Lydia 