My sweet pea, I haven't blogged in forever and certainly haven't written to you here in awhile. I haven't been to your grave either. I mean, I hate that place but I often think or wonder if it is being taken care of. Daddy tells me it is. I've attempted and have about 8 posts … Continue reading Healing
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You didn’t forget
You stepped up...again. You didn't forget and with you I wouldn't be surviving.
I need to rest
Loss is greater than just missing you. It is all the messy, emotional feelings that come with it.
Happy Birthday my sweet pea
Your diagnosis, your life - it wasn't want we knew or planned but your life in 7 years was an amazing teaching lesson. Now, 2 years later and your 2nd birthday without you here we still miss you beyond words.
Helpless
Helpless - fixing seizures, the aftermath of death and the law
I can imagine
Lately, I've been following the journey of two country singers that have in recent years really risen to the top. I wish I had known about them before but I listen to all genres of music and don't really focus on one. What drew me to them was the accounts of their love. A true, … Continue reading I can imagine
The Worst Thing
When something bad happens you think it is the worst thing in the world...but is it really?
I am now that mom
When Lydia was alive I made decisions that the medical professionals wouldn't have. Let me explain. When she was 8 months old she was diagnosed with severe damage to her lungs (called bronchiactisis). This had occurred because due to her low muscle tone she was drinking and silently aspirating (swallowing & it going into her lungs). When this … Continue reading I am now that mom
No timetable
There is no timetable and no one can tell you how to go about it...you just do. Step by step, day by day.
Waves of Grief
The waves of grief hit. And hit hard. But I'm thankful.
Loving Lydia 